no not

really it

can't&

actually it's

more

like a whole life

like all the lives

possible

crushed i

cried

so hard&

got not far&

so on&so forth&

the end

the end

the end

is everything that's left

behind am i more

than ever fortunately outside

they keep

running

us over&

over again in

their

unreality all

we can

do is watch from our