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poems and other texts leading nowhere, fueled by a nihilistic mind living in an injured body

by einmatthes @matthesgrau.bsky.social

reverence

cn: smut, sex, kink

October 30, 2025

expectance

cn: sex, kink

October 24, 2025

prior

cn: intimacy, sex

October 23, 2025

blindfolded

cn: kink

October 23, 2025

avoidance

cn: kink, sex

October 21, 2025

fluo

cn: sex

October 19, 2025

theoretically

cn: intimacy

October 14, 2025

across distance #1

cn: intimacy

October 11, 2025

self less care

October 10, 2025

simulated similarities

cn: kink

October 10, 2025

too much needs

October 09, 2025

offering

cn: intimacy

October 09, 2025

exchange

cn: intimacy

October 09, 2025

would you?

cn: kink

October 08, 2025

elopement

October 07, 2025

fusion

October 07, 2025

abundance

October 02, 2025

beyond #2

cn: sex

September 30, 2025

curiosity

September 27, 2025

beyond #1

cn: sex

September 26, 2025

composure

cn: bdsm

September 24, 2025

gifts

cn: kink

September 22, 2025

1y unreal

September 19, 2025

what shouldn't be, i

September 19, 2025

small thing

cn: light mention of kink/fetish

September 18, 2025

never seen enough

September 16, 2025

erasure, longing for

September 16, 2025

where are we?

September 15, 2025

limerence

September 15, 2025

existence?

September 14, 2025

are we?

September 13, 2025

standby #2

cn: kink

September 13, 2025

wrongness

September 13, 2025

over distances

September 13, 2025

dream in the void #3

cn: kink

September 12, 2025

magic,if there was

cn: nudity

September 12, 2025

almost

cn: kink

September 12, 2025

dream in the void #2

cn: kink

September 11, 2025

standby

cn: kink, public nudity

September 11, 2025

tight terror

September 11, 2025

garden half in my head half elsewhere

September 10, 2025

in the dark

September 10, 2025

thes

September 09, 2025

dream in the void

cn: kink

September 09, 2025

~

September 09, 2025

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