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poems and other texts leading nowhere, fueled by a nihilistic mind living in an injured body

adoration

cn: smut, intimacy, sex

einmatthes|December 31, 2025

messed up

cn: intimacy, kink

einmatthes|December 30, 2025

buried

deep

einmatthes|December 25, 2025

a band

cn: intimacy, sex, kink, relationship anarchy

einmatthes|December 20, 2025

watching you

cn: bdsm, kink

einmatthes|December 14, 2025

sensations

cn: intimacy, sex

einmatthes|December 12, 2025

late afternoon, evening, night; after a day in the park

cn: intimacy, sex

einmatthes|December 07, 2025

to glimmer

cn: kink, food/eating kink, sex, tease&denial, video games

einmatthes|December 05, 2025

careful

cn: intimacy, nudity, sex

einmatthes|November 22, 2025

being

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|November 20, 2025

show don't tell

cn: (semi-)public nudity, (semi-)public sex, kink, bdsm, humiliation

einmatthes|November 15, 2025

it's that deep

cn: intimacy, sex

einmatthes|November 13, 2025

gentle

cn: kink, bdsm, sex

einmatthes|November 11, 2025

entwining

cn: intimacy, kink

einmatthes|November 10, 2025

glued

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|November 04, 2025

reverence

cn: smut, sex, kink

einmatthes|October 30, 2025

expectance

cn: sex, kink

einmatthes|October 24, 2025

prior

cn: intimacy, sex

einmatthes|October 23, 2025

blindfolded

cn: kink

einmatthes|October 23, 2025

avoidance

cn: kink, sex

einmatthes|October 21, 2025

fluo

cn: sex

einmatthes|October 19, 2025

theoretically

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|October 14, 2025

across distance #1

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|October 11, 2025

self less care

hoarding

einmatthes|October 10, 2025

simulated similarities

cn: kink

einmatthes|October 10, 2025

too much needs

I

einmatthes|October 09, 2025

offering

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|October 09, 2025

exchange

cn: intimacy

einmatthes|October 09, 2025

would you?

cn: kink

einmatthes|October 08, 2025

elopement

the sound of my

einmatthes|October 07, 2025

fusion

time a

einmatthes|October 07, 2025

abundance

no words

einmatthes|October 02, 2025

beyond #2

cn: sex

einmatthes|September 30, 2025

curiosity

holding

einmatthes|September 27, 2025

beyond #1

cn: sex

einmatthes|September 25, 2025

composure

cn: bdsm

einmatthes|September 24, 2025

gifts

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 22, 2025

1y unreal

no not

einmatthes|September 19, 2025

what shouldn't be, i

if i'd say you erased me

einmatthes|September 19, 2025

small thing

cn: light mention of kink/fetish

einmatthes|September 18, 2025

never seen enough

the urge

einmatthes|September 16, 2025

erasure, longing for

back in the

einmatthes|September 16, 2025

where are we?

hidden

einmatthes|September 15, 2025

limerence

i thought

einmatthes|September 15, 2025

existence?

the screaming

einmatthes|September 14, 2025

are we?

we do

einmatthes|September 13, 2025

standby #2

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 13, 2025

wrongness

lying

einmatthes|September 13, 2025

over distances

the burden

einmatthes|September 13, 2025

dream in the void #3

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 12, 2025

magic,if there was

cn: nudity

einmatthes|September 12, 2025

almost

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 12, 2025

dream in the void #2

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 11, 2025

standby

cn: kink, public nudity

einmatthes|September 11, 2025

tight terror

the black

einmatthes|September 11, 2025

garden half in my head half elsewhere

everything&

einmatthes|September 10, 2025

in the dark

we sit

einmatthes|September 10, 2025

thes

einmatthes|September 09, 2025

dream in the void

cn: kink

einmatthes|September 09, 2025

~

the catacombs the

einmatthes|September 09, 2025